5:55 am
I really dislike being in bed for more than 8 hours.
::I enjoy being awake for it all::
1:11 am
It was a dream that woke me. I was spinning in a field of long grass.
My bare feet dirty and my body alive.
I glance to my side as I circle and you are here. Watching me. Half hidden.
An animal waiting for the perfect moment to pounce.
I continue to spin. I am not afraid of you.
I am afraid of myself.
::I loved you and in this place I continue to spin::
10:00 am
I made you up.
I created you to fit me.
In that space between
you made love to me and some days you loved me.
Other days, you laughed with me
and stared at full moons
and wished for more.
::The wound becomes the medicine, the medicine becomes the wound::
10:00 pm
Love wasn’t asked to stay.
::I see the magic in it anyway::