111 Object Permanence

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1:11 am

It was a dream that woke me.  I was spinning in a field of long grass.

My bare feet dirty and my body alive.

I glance to my side as I circle and you are here. Watching me. Half hidden.

An animal waiting for the perfect moment to pounce.

I continue to spin. I am not afraid of you.

I am afraid of myself.

::I loved you and in this place I continue to spin::