I have wished upon a lot of numbers.
The universe has provided signs, red flags, and green lights.
Nothing is as powerful as finding myself in the middle of it all.
When one wakes up excited, feeling like this is an adventure, a journey, a memory in the making…..
this is when life starts.
Life showed up.
Open hands holding everything I love and said…
“It’s yours. Your choice”
There is power in choosing. Everyday.
Her and I,
we are similar.
We have a birthday in the same week.
I’m pretty sure we both love …
If I were a betting woman,
She’d tell me the truth.
When she landed onto my chest
Her beautiful blue coloring and frayed wings.
I whispered to her
“You and I, we are a lot alike. My wings are frayed too”
and I stared some more.
She took flight
and I felt a piece of me go with her.
::Most of all be love::
When he shows up
with his hands open
and his actions pure
I love him the most.
:::Sometimes it’s just really simple:::
Trees hold my secrets
and the sky holds my wishes.
::Energy put into nature should be pure::
It takes me away.
::Someday we’ll be old, think of all the stories that we could have told::
Something snapped, the air pushed, and the circle shattered.
I woke up different today.
::Balance and be at peace::
A yes to waking up and just doing it. A yes to a cold glass of water. A yes to text messages that say Good Morning, I love you.
A yes to leaving work an hour early. A yes to mothers and grandmothers. A yes to a birth that happened today.. years ago.
A yes to crab legs for dinner just because. A yes to friends, A yes to being there for them, a yes for mourning for a human well loved.
A yes to holding hands and hugs. A yes to familiar and differences. A yes to fear and facing it. A yes to pain, heartbreak, and tears.
A yes to a church filled with love and hearing them laugh if only for moments as memories and golden threads of sunlight pass through us.
A yes to all that is gold.
::Yes to love::
We may not be able to handle anymore loss.
::Please go easy on us::
There are things I wish I could say…
“Be here now”
“I love you”
But you’d come up with excuses why you can’t
and you’d still say I love you.
::Once upon a time… we were better than this::